It was a quiet evening by the Ganges as the young man sat on the steps and watched the sun set over the holy waters. Despite the beauty of the scene, he did not appreciate it. The lilting cadence of the bathers chatting loudly seemed far away, and even their playful splashing of each other did not amuse him. Someone started chanting a bhajan about Krishna and the gopis and others soon joined him until their happy voices slapped on the shores of the river and made the mosquitoes pause in midair. This only irritated the young man more. He was worried about his jobhow little it paidand how he was going to pay for the rent for his 250 rupee room. He was also lonely and wanted to get marriedbut what good family would accept someone who spent most of his time serving in a tea stall. A holy man came and sat by him. He was only wearing sacred ash from head to toe. You seem troubled, young man, said the man, almost jovially. Soon they began talking and the young man poured out his heart. He learned that the holy man, who spoke very well, had once been a college professor at the University of Allahabad. Then, one day, after he had given a lecture on the philosophy of renunciation he had decided to pursue what he most desiredthe quest for enlightenment. After many years, one night, as he was stroking a stray cat and the two had been sitting for hours under a banyan tree, he understood his true nature and an immense peace filled his life and miracles happened to him spontaneously from then on. The young man listened impatiently, feeling increasingly irritated. Finally, in exasperation, the young man said, I dont understand how you can be either enlightened or happy. You have even less than I. You dont even have any clothes and you dont even know where your next meal is going to come from. Suddenly serious, the sadhu said: Its tempting to believe that your problems are real and that your life is hard and that things are simply not going your way. After all, isnt that what everybody else thinks, too? Its a great temptation to believe in yourself as a limited being. And everyone will back you up. The newspapers will. The TV will. Your neighbors will. How long are you going to let this painful delusion continue? Youve read the great books. Youve heard the avatars. Youve walked on the path yourself. You know. You know that youre pure energy. You also know that your reach is infinite. You can be, have, and do anything that you choose. You have the power. Right now its turned back on itself and being used to create limitations for yourself. Your imaging power is how you express your infinite power. All ideas of limitations are an illusion fostered by the mind. And you cant fall back on science either to confirm your limitation. Because what physicists say is that there is nothing but energy everywhere and that matter only seems solid but isnt really. Its just that the atoms clump together and the electrons spin so fast that even I look like a real thing. Of course, its fine to keep seeing yourself as just human but its not going to last for very long. Sooner or later, youll drop your body and be faced with your energy form. I just think its easier to admit it nowand see how you can go around expressing your spiritual power while youre still in this dimension. Yes, said the young man, I think I understand. What do you understand? challenged the sadhu. I understand that I can be, have, and do anything that I choose because I have the power. The only reason that I dont recognize it is because I misuse it to limit myself to the extreme. Yes, said the holy man, pleased. The world for you is only the images you hold in your mind; change your images and you change the world for you. One thing I dont understand, though, said the young man. Why did you give up everythinga fine education, an excellent job, and a devoted family? Why? Was it worth such a heavy price for enlightenment? Yes, because it led up to that moment under the banyan tree with the cat that I mentioned earlier. What is this enlightenment? What happened? I caught a glimpse of the infinite. |
